@patamystic

days end

d

the plague time series

at days end
i sit on the roof
drinking dark milk
in sulphorous light
i am rewarded
for once again
surviving
goddamn fuckall
once again
conniving
goddamn fuckitalltohell

except that
it was never
that bad
never as bad as
that
as i want
ed
it to be
never as sad as
that
as i imagine d
it to be

what was it
after all that
what was it
excepting
accepting
it to be

at days end
the reward is simply
on the roof
drinking the dark
milking the tit
the cock
of avoidance
patting the bunny
the monkey
the moon key
of not having
remembered
not having
dis membered
my self
once again

days end
drinking the dark
in celebration of
quelling
once again
the storm long ago
now only a vibration
in my biceps femoris
once again
goddamnitalltohell
Officer Krupke
I’m down on my
goddamn fuckall
unlucky knees

days end
my reward
once removed

days end
once and again
for all
good riddance
good night

end this day…
pleas

@patamystic